SOUL SENSUAL:
A SOMATIC DEEP DIVE JOURNEY
From the moment that we are conceived in our mothers womb, we inherit ancestral memories and trauma from our mother and fathers lineages through their DNA. Attuning & nervous system regulations begins in the womb, as we attune to our mothers heartbeat and nervous system over as we grow and develop.
Our first traumatic event happens at birth when we are separated from our mothers womb. For the first 3 years of life we are innately attached to the mother, being held, being nursed, being nurtured and attuned to sets the tone for our beliefs and programs around how safe we feel to remain connected to our bodies, how we feel about intimacy and sexuality and how we begin to relationship with others. Our fathers play a very vial role in nurturing, loving, and connecting with us as well.
At the age of 3 we begin to understand we are separate and this is the beginning of identifying “self”-
If we have parents who don't allow us to explore “self” we lose self and become lost - looking outside of ourselves for love, attunement, connection and safety.
From the age of 0 to 8 years old our psyche is operating in a theta brain wave state, absorbing all of life like a sponge. This is where we are the most impressionable and malleable as humans.
Everything we experience from our environment from day to day is creating our programming, our beliefs, our cycled patterns and behaviors as a human.
During this time we are told what to think, how to act, we are told to be quiet, to apologize, to be nice, to work hard, fit in, and conform to all of these societal norms. Each time we are doing these things that we were told to do instead of listening to our soul's truth; we are compromising our inner knowing and continuing to play out these unconscious loop patterns of programming.
This is what we call TRAUMA —-
We continue to traumatize ourselves every time we ignore our needs.
This continues to further play into the wounds of
Unworthiness, abandonment, neglect, fear, shame, guilt, etc….